an introduction

i could start by saying that im a 24 year old single mother, with a two year old. but that would barely begin to tap my story.

so instead, i'm going to get everyone caught up with the past 24 years of my life.

i was born 24 years ago to a un traditional middle class american family. my mother was an fob that my father found during his years of service in south korea. he spoke no korean, she spoke no english, then they married. they had a kid 9 mos after being married, shortly after my mother left her entire life behind to move with my father to america. a land of opportunity. two years later, my mother aborted prototype me #1, which was actually a boy. two years later after that, version me #1 was uploaded, processed, and accepted. they were having a baby girl.

i had a fairly normal childhood. with the exception of high a highly emotionally and physically abusive environment, and a sexually oppressive family.

i was a victim of sexual abuse multiple times between the ages of 14-20, then one day said, NO MORE!

at 17 i moved out of my parents house after an extremely abusive altercation with my mother. at 18 i dropped out of school, and enrolled myself into jr college. i worked over the years as a web designer, receptionist, graphic designer, musician, and sign maker. at 18 i met a man who was physically, emotionally, and sexually abusive. i left him after he hit me the first time.

at 20 i met a marine i thought i loved, and married him. turned out i was just trying to escape my abusive family. we had a daughter together, opened our relationship, and somehow he managed to cheat by having sex with a hooker while on a tour in asia.

i returned home, started a successful business, met a polyamorous family that took me in after my family kicked my daughter and i out. lost my business. i fell in love with the husband, wife, boyfriend, and their children. i began to explore my interests in bdsm, kink, and learned about my sexuality in the local community. i maintained an emotionally intense relationship with them until their marriage began failing and i left the relationship.

at the beginning of this year, i moved out of their home, and back into my parents. and now, at 24 years old, i am dating a man who cares for my daughter and i dearly.

its interesting to be aware of the fact that you are not ready to be involved in yet another intense relationship, but choosing to take that risk. meeting him was circumstantial, and id rather explore the relationship then spend the rest of my life wondering what i may had missed.

as much as i'd love to touch on the kink, and other alternative facets of my lifestyle, thats not what this blog is for. if you want to read about my exploration in kink, theres an entire different blog available that you can find in my links.


so there it is. i am a 24 year old single mother, business oriented,polyamorous, kinky, sex positive individual. this blog is about the adventure of raising children within alternative relationships and lifestyles.

a sex positive mom.

enjoy :)